New Beginnings

the simle words of good bye
are drenched with connotation
too heavy
for my heart to hold
but it will grow  
with every weeping good bye  
I whisper
to my first home
first lovers
and the little girl that thought
the world was good
that love would be enough
sadly, that little girl soon learned  
the universe is simply  
each place you've ever been
every soul you've touched
all my eternity's and promises
lay here
I craved a much larger map  
of my heart
so I venture forth
away from my world and into a place
where they won't even know
my name