To Hell

It burns deep within,
Places I can never tell,
I scream out but no one hears,
No matter how loud I yell.

He lead me astray to places unknown,
My heart knew flight,
For once I felt good,
I felt alright.

But the burn came,
It came with his rejection,
He broke down my wall,
Then left me with no protection.

He left me alone,
Thinking of the things he said,
Those four words,
Repeating over in my head.

"Never let me go",
Oh how I wanted to keep him,
My love, my lust,
He is my worst sin.

I've never know a worse pain,
Then the burn in this hell,
The darkness surrounds me,
In my despair is where I dwell.

To have and to hold,
To love and to loose,
It's a pain in the heart,
That no one would choose.

He took me to heaven,
Then shoved me down to hell and its flame,
I gave him my heart,
So in the end I am the one to blame.