will i find her in the end

some people come..
and some do go..
some stay long..
while most grow cold..
i feel for one..
to get shunned by all..
the sun does rise..
and the moon does set..
yet i wonder why..
it's always so..
if things do change..
and ever evolve..
why won't it end..

     ..i'm screwed by one
     ..i'm screwed by all
     ..i feel for one
     ..yet so alone

i'm in a world all mine..
darkness evoking..
steeling my sight..
shadows choking..
stripping my breath away..

     ..dear lord ..why must it be
     ..dear lord ..why can't you see
     ..dear lord ..why always me
     ..dear lord ..just end it for me

just give the chance..
no wrong will be done..
so just take me now..
i'm ready to go..

     ..for i'll find my love

only after i'm gone..