thank you for letting me know i am never going to be loved

Is it eazy for you to throw me away like trash on any normal day?

Yes I have mental probloms will so what so do you .

You act like your better then me becuse every girl you meet wants to have sex with you . and you say guys just want to run away from me becuse I am a freak and i am not even pritty.

You know I am happy they run away becuse just like you said no one can handle me :)

You on the other hand are nothing but an ass.

You say you love me and then go and fuck any girl who says she wants you in her bed .

I had enough of your bull shit and lies all I do everyday is just wish to die .

i know i am a freak i know i have mental probloms i know what all my flaws are i know who i am and what i am not. i have never tryed to pretend .

but as for you , you dont even know who you are you dont even know anything about your self . you pretend your something your not . I seen the text messages you sent to girl telling them your a sweet and careing and romantic guy . then you have sex with them and never call them back agan .

Then you come back and scream at me demanding why dont we have sex . and I tell you like I have been that is never going to happen.

You tell me i am a bitch a girl no guy would ever want to date and call me horrble names on top of all that shit .

You know of my trumatic past and all you do is laugh and say they had every right to treat me like crap.

Thats why I dont bleave or trust you or any other men.  

All I have ever know is that men lie  and abuse and they think its alright by useing the words I Love You.

Witch I never ever bleaved not even for a minute  or a seconed the three letter words you can say so eazly to me are nothing but bull shit.

thats why you never hear those words come from me ever becuse if I say the words I love you i will only say it to a person who I truly love and trust and that person will never be you .

So stay the hell away from me and I dont care if any guy wants to date me or thinks I am cute becuse they all are the same they only want one thing and then they will leave you or abuse you and I know this becuse thats how every guy has been to me .

and you are no prince you are the same as them no guy can handle me and this I already know thank you for teling me :)

You know of my father's abuse and how I never known what love is and you know what I still dont know and I dont  care anymore if I am ever loved or not .

becuse all I want to do is die and get rid of all this pain from this miserble and horrible life .

Thank you for telling me and showing me I will never be loved by anyone in this world so now please go away and live your own life . and leave me the hell alone ...