black

My heart used to be deep red and warm,and I opened it again not knowing it would come to any harm.But with one flip of lifes coin,it was completely obliterated and now darker it is turning.Can anything help stop the excruciating burning?I scream in pain on the inside but no one hears me because I am alone in this darkness that is my life.The load on my minds circuit breaker was already at its full capacity with all the things of my life just draining my energy.Then one day of extreme pain and the fuse is blown and it is instantly dark and there is no light.I am now helplessly stumbling through this darkness crying out for help and shivering with cold.As I limp down the street,tears silently falling,I could easily be mistaken for a man who is old.The life support of hope was what was keeping me going but it has been unplugged and my heartbeat is slowing.I am shaking as I lay here and just fade away.This extreme pain could drive me to an early grave.Now black is all that describes me because there is nothing inside,black is the color of my heart,soul,and mind.