I the column

I've fallen
I love her but I'm the friend
The one she goes to for support
Support to confront others
I wish for my feelings to be mirrored
But I know that it is impossible

I'm the friend
Never will I be the other
I reach to her
But I fall
Only to recover and see
See the pain return
He is shown to be great
But he causes her to stumble
I catch her from her fall
I support her like I always do
Dreaming she would also support me
But no, She won't
So I slowly
crumble