my fantasy love(written when i was 14)

Countless nights I lie on my bed
Surrounded by darkness and nothing else,
Until I close my eyes and it was then I saw you.
Your smile so bright it lifted my heart and the feeling I felt was unexplainable but that mattered not.
For even when I’m not with you I know your there
In my heart so real so true.
When I have nothing to do and I’m sitting all by myself, I can feel your big strong
Arms engulf me and I know reality no more, but a place where I can call my own
Filled with beautiful features especially you
The one I most adore.        
It angers and saddens me
For I know that back in to reality I must be
But you gave me a comforting smile
Reassuring me that it’s only for awhile cause later
I’ll be back in to your arms, the heat of your body keeping me warm.
I kissed your lips then said good bye.
Though not real our love will never die.
I love you.