Broken Conviction

I've got me a broken heart condition
That I medicate through my addiction
It takes the pain away but only for a while
I suffer through my affliction
left with my conviction
Its getting harder for me to smile

I've got me a broken hearted memory
Tell me there's more to life than this for me
I've done my homework on how I'm supposed to live
My life has taken more than my soul can give
Please come. Just listen a while

I've got me a broken heart condition
And this addiction is my affliction
In my head I put me on trial
Were those words the ones I should have said
Please stay just listen a while  

A case of the broken heart identity
Tell me how could you do this to me
You said you loved our future
Loved what you could see
Its hard for me to smile....