The hopeless romantic

I've decided to face it,
I kept running
And running..
Only to realize there's no end to this road,
I kept telling myself not to think
Not to feel
Just to be.
But truth is, I'm tired
My..
You're no good for me
Yet I crave for you
Why is that?
I "poured my heart out to you"
And ugh the mess it made..
You made it safe to be vulnerable
To love you so selflessly,
But only for a little while
Because now, I can't remember the last time
When you cared how empty I felt..
When you just wanted to hear my voice..
I became routine to you,
While you became vital to me.
You learned to walk on your own feet
And here I am crawling behind you.
A Queen, who lost sight of her royalty
To please a man she once saw as King
But I've learned,
love will always get the better of me
And no matter how much it hurts,
Though I'm dying to feel pain someplace other than my heart,
I'll love even harder
Reach even further for you..
- The hopeless romantic