Childhood Nightmares

When the lights go dim
  I see him
The darkness starts creeping in
  Cold breaths cover my skin
Pressure builds on my chest
  I simply can not rest
As I drift to sleep, I dream a dream
  So much horror, but no ability to scream
My last ride in a car
  Was that fateful trip from the bar
I start to shed a tear
  But I am paralyzed in fear
The walls I built
  Torn down by guilt
His body pressed against me
  I cant move, I cant flee
You are evil, you are vain
  Caused me so much pain
On the outside you seemed so nice
  But on the inside your colder than ice
I try to run, I try hide
  But on the inside I just died
For its just a dream, I must wake up
  I survived another night, even if just by a stroke of luck