Cryptographic

In another set of cryptographic virgin eyes.
This innocent dying child embraces.
So I prayed an continue.
A loyal slave with no reward.
Keeping all the blood for yourselves.
Even destroying the very air we breathe.
Very slowly.
I don't think we Really want to know.
Why can't I hear from you?
Your running out of time.                  Going to lose you chance to truly be appreciated.
An love just the way you want to be.
Your losing it all again.
If you have to remain in your box.
In a room consumed by A curse.
An doomed.
Sitting alone in pain an cold.
Can't get in bed.
Knowing you were fucking someone else there.
Left all these friendly reminders.
To keep Repeatedly breaking me in to nothing.
Just when I thought I forgotten you.