Intensity

There are so many people I stopped talking to and left in the past.
I can never make my seperation from you seem to last.
I try to constantly push you away.
Deep inside I just want you to stay.

I never thought anyone would mean this much.
It's all just another loud crunch.
Feelings smacking me in the face.
Thoughts of you invade my space.

None of them compare.
This relationship is unfair.
I think you are glorious.
You leave me behind, notorious.

Going days without thinking of me.
How long is it going to take me to see?
I already know how you feel.
I wanted my favorite dream to be real.

The pain of not having you is unbearable.
Our worlds will never be inseparable.
You want to stay there.
I want our days to be shared.

Right by each other's side.
The feelings are unable to hide.
Can't you tell?
You broke my shell.

Obliterated it into a million, unseen, tiny pieces.
You let my heart free, I don't like what releases.
I don't like that I need you.
I don't know what to do.