Friendship Over

All he knows how to do is play games.
How could he just throw me away?
We were so close.
Best friends at the most.

I miss the conversations.
I miss the communication.
I have the one that I want and he helps.
I'm still walking on broken egg shells.

He hates me now.
My heads still in the clouds.
I wish that he would talk to me again.
Write out a message and just press send.

I want to talk to him again before he goes away.
I hope he finds a reason that will make him stay.
He's a friend, so I want him to be happy.
His decisions are way too snappy.

He makes them on a whim.
Not caring who it affects then.
He'll one day care later on.
He's too late, I'm already gone.