a day of life

"sniff" 

the sweet smell of powder
it enters me
clouding my mind
making life hazy

"jus one more"

i listen to the voice
it was right
i do feel better

"i told you. now take a hit of this" 

i inhale
with great pleasure

"get up" 

 i can barely move
but i do as it says

"to the freezer"

i stumble to open the door
the bottle rolls to me
screaming my name

"drink me! u'll live. why stop now?" 

i do as i'm told
the bottle dissapears
 suddely
i cannot stand
and im being dragged
all i hear are voices
whispers of death

"are you ok?" "how can u stomach that? i cant take half that amount" "is she dead?"

then silence
when i awake
they call to me again

"todays a new day. lets have another go." "ya, your a tough girl, you can take it"

 
i listened
and they were right