Diary Entry of a Madman

I am what I was but what I was, was what you seen me to be but what I am is no different from what you are" the world" for I’m a madman

This is my story I claim truth but truth is
So easily fabricated in to what you want isn’t it?
To hear I present to you what I believe to be just what "what is"
I fly I sing I cry I die but I’m here so close to a true death we are back to what truth is.
God is true but no one believes that but if a **** says she clean...
We cling to that bullshit which is really wrong I’m just trying to sort things out
have you seen what I mean yet?
of course you have
Isn’t the abstract so clear but enough with clarity
Let’s get concrete like gravity
I don’t hold anyone accountable
I don’t even know what that means
I guess ill own up with practice
But what is practice when no one has taught you what responsibility truly is?
Oh the truth no one cares about truth
Truth is so easily manipulated
No one knows no one sees what I see when I see things so clearly
I am a glass maker
Haven’t baked much but lightning comes down like the rain
I am power
I am powdered with powder
My shower
You’re an adult you can’t take a bath
Ok, ok, ok, ok, ok, ok, ok, ok, ok
I’ll take a bath
I want to feel the embrace of waves
So dangerous
I can feel again
But I feel what fell on to me ?
Whose burdens make me numb?
Addicted to the numbness
No drugs
I don’t want to go to jail are you crazy
Well I am
Just look
What I wrote so far but you understand
if you didn’t you must speak another language
No you got this far so you understand
How does one get under "stand"?
One on top of another
But that a bother
Just fly
No were not birds
I kidding that make no sense
I explained
If you have intellect you must understand what I mean
good guys always win at all costs
Why not no one dies
no one gets into the bloodshed of the masses of asses
No I gotta shoot off the gun I gotta protect my land
Were so hostile
Using metal to kill each other from a far
It’s in our blood. Either way really
Peace brings war as war brings war
I want this I want that
I’ll kill you to get what I want
Not me us as humans I don’t want to kill anyone
I alive,I alive and I don’t want to die why wish that upon someone I don’t even know that crazy
Ha, I crazy look at what I wrote
These words are in you for a long time that the expiration date: never
Ohhh I kid, this earth will end
This is whats ahead in your head right?
If a person dies?
No bad question
When people die?
That’s a better question.
We all die all the time
We grow to lie to be grown to just lie and return to add dirt to the earth but if were already here were just walking dirt