my"sun"

you believe your better for me
just because he left and you stayed
you say your safer more effective
you speak words of lies

you say i need light not dark
you have no idea what truth lays
under my heart and soul
even in the dark i could see
he guided the way and i followed
winding into his heart was the path
the path i had once known

you say the sun is powerful
it has more strength then the moon
but the moon is my love

you say you'll never hurt me
but time after time i fall back 
letting you hurt me
and then you stay as if to be a rememberance
of my past and of my scars

when you try to kiss me
it hurts
you cut me deeper
reopening my wounded heart and soul
in some ways your like him

i know you  care and i care to
but im still healing
with this said and done
i know you still want to be my sun
you can and will
but for now let time heal
my what has been broken
so long ago