Thoughts About Winter

I
Feeling so vulnerable
Like its all your fault
Broken into your heart vault
The cracks and tears bleed through
Dripping out your every last sanity
Onto the bedside vanity

The incandescent lighting
So dim you can barely read
The fog outside the blurry field
Inabiling your motivation
Steering your mind
Into a dark and depressing hole

The cold freezing your limbs
Petrifyed skin like the trees around you
Pinching and clenching your muscles
Forcing you to resent physical activity
Supressing your incapabilities further

This feeling I cannot explain
I resent it
Every winter and rainy day
Takes a toll on my emotions
Fishing the joy out of my brain
Leading me to fall insane

II.
So close to the edge
I can feel the wind pull me in
Into the bright light
Winter has settled and moves into my room
The heat is only temporary
From the breeze finding its way out of the window cracks
I know it's only time until I brace the cold
Only for a few more minutes I can walk into lonliness

If he weren't such a cold man
More people would like him
Instead he sheds his brief presence the harshest of all seasons

Be gone you stubborn fornicator of fun
I want blooming flowers again
You hate all that appreciates life
For the most deaths occur when your here
Leave and take the irony with you!