Your Synthetic Smiles (Photograph)

I saw your picture again, and I just laughed.
as your smile melted into the cracks, and the wood turned to plastic.
Its stable but easy to break, just like my soul.
God, Your fake

I just laughed and I swear you winked back.
Again like your heart my vision went black.
Your synthetic smiles made to taunt.
Now I hate it, but still it haunts

I sit so bored and sober
looking for an escape.
a place to hide.
a mask and cape.
But the reality is.
Im stuck here with a confused thought.
a smile that was bought.
I don't know what you see.
But this just isnt me

So, I end this diddy with all Ive heard.
Still abit broken, still abit hurt.
I lie down in my bed and smile out of pain.
You proved Im human.
You proved Im lame.
You proved I can care and you made me insane.