Surviving a Man Part 1

Let me fuck you till you cant feel feelings anymore
That is until your senses go cold and your hands get soar
Whipping, Spanking, Bumping,
''Sticks and Stones may break my bones but chains and whips excite me''
''Naw Cut that shit off!'' he says
Man there goes my vibes , vividly speaking , my mind
cause I knew soon what we were going to get into
''Chains and whips excite you?'' he says
He just laughs  
Reaching for his belt..

I flinch

Step 1: Never flinch
He takes his belt off, folds it ,taunts me
Smirks scribbled on his face

Why would I even run?
I knew he was gonna win anyway.


They Always do.


Intrigued by my sportsmanship, he grinned
Step 2: Never speak unless you are spoken to
I'm surprised I've even made it this long.

Step 4: Try to correct your mistakes
Or, shit .. was that step 5
So distracted, I skipped step 3, but what was step 3?
''Damnit!'' I yelled
''What you say girl!?''
I immediately forced myself to remember
Step 3: Always think before you speak
Step 4: Apologize
Hopefully if I said sorry, he'd ease up
''Sorry Master.'' I said

One hand on my throat and the other on his belt
Ready to light me up
Damn I forgot 3 again
''I'm sorry master?'' , he effortlessly mocked me
''Master is a word for insignificant men who have low self esteem ma!'' he says
watering my eyes
''Call me daddy...'' he says
''Why?'' I say
Step 5: Don't ever question a man!
Mind keeps saying go back, go back to step 1. start over!
''I'm sorry master!'' I say by accident trying to correct myself
Face palms echoing in my head
Ugh!