Again

Again I have lost my freind
the only one that really cared
Everything I touch I ruin I hurt
I make It a mirror of the inside of my heart
Broken and torn
No matter my intentions I hurt
Anyone that gets close
No matter how much I love them
I hurt them I ruin them
My broken heart matters not
But what I do to the people I love does
I throw it all in one person
And brake so easily
And I always brake them with my pain
I distory them
And I hate myself for it
But no matter how hard I try
Just to distory myself
I never go one
The people I love and care for the most
Are always brought along
And I hate myself
But I'm to weak to kill myself
And I should die
Nothing I bring is talked about
With kind words
Becuse my hate follows my pain
No matter how much I love or how hard I try
It always comes along and distroies everything
I can't be weak anymore
There's no place for me
I have to end it all
In order to protect everybody else
I am sorry
I never meant to hurt any one