Submission

Submit to my master’s designs
Give in to fate’s evil plot
If it destroys, so be it
Who knows, maybe it will not

Too late, I've given me over
And stupidly invested all of me
To he who holds the power
How did he get the key?

My only fear is of myself
For the most part I’m pleased
About the entire insane thing really
But internal conflict is destroying me

But what is the conflict about?
I don’t know, let us see…
I guess it’s mostly self-loathing
Being convinced that I’m not worthy

Whatever it is, please go away
I must be allowed to breathe
One last time I beg you
Let my soul be finally free

Please? I've already submitted to you
I do everything I’m told to do
Penance is complete, is it not?
Your hold on me is gone?

So I am moving on now
I have to release your grip
My soul straining to go where
I don’t know the new script

I don’t know why I fight this
I already know where I’ve gone
I can only hope this time
That this will be FINAL one!