Feelings

   I'm starting to remember
What it's like to feel
The fog is slowly lifting
Life's starting to seem real
  The colors are more vivid
I'm beginning to stir inside
I'm scared it will overwhelm me
I want to run and hide
  This is what I run from
Each and every day
Pumping in more drugs
To hold it all at bay
 But now I find myself smiling
And I'm feeling so much hope
I forget what I was scared of
When I used drugs to cope
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