Where is God?

Crucified to the world as the world is to me
hangin from an internal cross that only I feel and see
I pray to a God that promises truth will set me free
Why do I feel that when I pray, I'm only talking to me?

I walk alone yet surrounded by all
I get up every day unkowingly bound to fall
I pray and pray, could it be that he doesn't hear me call?
does any one hear my cries? could the sky be empty after all?

Where is God at when children get raped?
Rich Christians claim blessings, live a life indulging in sin
Little girls and boys get aids, making the death rate rise again
If God is Love and Love is unconditional, then where the fuck are you while pedophiles masturbate?

Where is God when we need him the most?
"Every trial is meant to be a lesson?", Thanks for the butter on my burnt toast

Nothing can justify murders and rape
If it's God that taught me how to Love then it's God that taught me how to hate


My mind is confused on things making my writing a bit obscured and not on subject but ima post this anyways.