MY NIGHTMARE

My dreams are around you,
Catching a glimpse in the reflection that you show to the world,
You over power me around each corner,
Day in and day out you stand your grounds, staring,
Inside you are full, but empty,
Cold, but protective,
You have much to give, but nothing is inside,
You crush me with each step I take,
Why am I here, why am I inside of you,
Why do I keep coming back to you,
Why can’t I smile when I am standing next to you,
I am looking at you, but feel nothing,
Why do I feel so alone,
You are staring at me with every move I make,
I am in a nightmare and I can’t wake up,
This is my reality,
You are my reality,
You give comfort to others, but I am dying inside,
I choke on the air that I breathe,
You are showing me the world,
But yet I can’t reach it,
I have spend long, dark, lonely nights inside of you,
Wishing for a feeling,
Is it me, or is it you,
Why can’t I find a one warm place in any of your rooms,
Why is it that my world inside of you, are so dead,
But you are showing me all the stars on the outside,
Wish upon a star, and receive a secret from the universe,
Your dark shadows lurking around the corners,
There are secrets inside of me that you will never see,
Locking me inside, steeling my dreams,
Cold concrete is your love,
Captivating, smothering each living sense inside my body,
Your beauty on the outside, is mesmerizing,
Showing the world you’re proudest side,
But you keep all the lies locked inside of you,
I think I am getting used to it,
Maybe I like it, hiding away,
This could be my protection, from the world, from all,
But will I ever by happy,
Will I accept the loneliness,
Will I accept that you will own me.[/font]