blood dripping heart

As i gave her everything that i can i can sense that something is wrong, things are not normal, we are not even close anymore. It's like someone ripped us apart and shes drifting away slowly. i cry everday for the past month cause of her she has broke my heart she said i was in mature...well i have a couple people that can say other wise... my love for her has grown weak, in fact i dont love her anymore, she is not mine anymore, people like me get hurt easy.... blood drips from my wrists, everything is falling apart
when will everything end? maybe never i dont know... but i hope for the best.. she used me took my money and took my heart and set it on fire where my heart has turned to black ash!! if we were invincible..if we could never die...
then all the world would rise against us and we'd dared to fight...i have to catch myself before i fall...i see through all the reasons we are letting go...
even if this day wont come... ill burn a thousand moons just to light a single sun....my name is...jacob ramon vladimir juarez..