Christmas Eve

On my knees in Harmony  
im the boy who loves xmas eve  
comsumed by all your happyness  
bound in chains  
is felt the best  
once i was kind  
through out my life  
one i was wise  
when i was nice  
now i fill my self with dreams.  
 
I beleve in destiny  
i beleved your trust was free  
touched by hands  
screwed by fate  
consumed by envy,  
swollwed by hate  
once i was wise  
now lost in rhymes  
once was kind  
now lost in time  
now i fill myself with dreams.  
 
I beleve in solitude  
i beleve in familly fueds  
xmas day has come and gone  
somtimes short  
but gone on to long  
once i was young  
through out my life  
how i was fucked over  
not once but twice  
now i fill myself with dreams.  
 
Live alone  
my destony  
i no longer beleve  
in xmas eve  
this cloth mask  
i wear split's at the seams  
now i fill myself  
with someone's elses dreams.