Lonliness is a Warm Gun

God damn lonliness
You are so depressing
Like a rainy day spoiling a summer

You feel like life has no purpose
I should mope and dwell on my tongue
Laying on my bed staring at my blank ceiling with no thoughts

I have no friends here
I'm unsocial to everyone in this house because nobody understands me
I'm my only friend today

Fucking lonliness
You make me want to fall asleep and never wake up
You are the sad pain in my mind with no reason

No comprehension of why I'm here or in this life
Spooling my mind around this thread of life

Who am I?
What is this feeling?
Where are my friends?

I miss being in a different presence
Around similar people to myself but different lives and bodies

My soul needs a hug
Enough to squeeze the depression of lonliness out of me