She Wants

She screams
In agony
Dying inside
Begging someone
To listen to her

But the problem is
If someone did
They would be nosy
Could never understand
Or help

To her, they are failed attempts

At what though?

I want to ask her
Why don't you want to be happy

You glorify in misery
Feel elaveted even in your melancholy state

How could actually want,
To live this way?

For some it isn't choice
For some it is self hate
For some they actually try
To change their fate