Never Mine

I cut our ties to free my heart
You never wanted me from the start
I'm done pretending that you care
It was never true and it isn't fair
Tears fall but they won't stick
A broken heart with a bone to pick
The anger seethes uselessly
I shouldn't have let you lead me
I swallow my tears with my shame
If anything, I'm the one to blame
So here I sit in my broken shell
Warped wall from when I fell
Tear stained face and puffy eyes
Unable to repair my careful disguise
I can't stop thinking about you
There was nothing you had to prove
I was giving and I was attentive
But pushed for more than you could give
So I'll wash my face and leave this be
You will never again hear from me