"Not The End"

My skull cracks,
Spilling out these words
Of self redemption.
Saving myself from the pressure,
Imploding,
popping like a bubble.
This anger towards myself,
Its unnatural.
I must reverse this.
Undo my self-inflicted pain.
My tears sting,
Like salt in these wounds.
But this smile,
This is real.
Through this pain,
I find reason for happiness.
This life is not as bad
As most think.
Its beautiful.
Your beautiful.
So keep that chin up,
Kid.
This isnt the end...

Original by Alexander Gudde
Aka Smiles