You Are My Amaranthine

I promised myself that I would never fall in Love.  
Because even the thought of losing the one I love, is unbearable.  
And actually losing them will rip my soul apart.  
I broke my promise and I broke my own Heart.  
   
When ever I'm with you, every dark memory of my past  
flees from my mind, and nothing else matters-not even time.  
You emit- from me-a form of happiness that I thought I had lost;  
You are the one who raised my Innocence-    
But even that comes with a cost.  
   
The cost of loving you comes with the pain    
that you will never be mine. For your heart  
is already claimed and that freezes my soul  
and fractures it until it finally shatters  
through time, and forms to a menalic piece of coal.  
   
Goddess of the Light- raid me of my fright  
Goddess of the Dark- protect me from my heart.  
 
The days that I see you are those  
of which I know to be my last  
For you are the only happy    
memory that comes from my vetand past.  
   
12/19/13