PAIN HATE STAIN AGAIN pt.2

Rain clouds were burning in your skies
I could see it in your eyes
I'm sorry I couldn't be like him
I'm tired and sick of these goodbyes
      This story is to remain forever untold
      Now that your lies have taken hold
You silenced me, sewed my lips shut
My skin has bled, my heart is rust
I've never felt pain like this before
I tried to run but there is no door
     
Let's trade notes, wear eachothers shoes
How loud must I scream to get through
To you?

All of this pain! And all these stains.
Are the products of all the hate, I received, from YOU
Forever I will LAY!
Under the manic sky, in this depressive grave
Forever thinkin of you
For here I was placed by YOU!

Falling back into cold sweats
Relapse is filled amazement
Choking lies with every breath
You see re-birth, while we see death
      Never speak to me again!
      My tolerance dear is wearing thin
These puddles and streams become like seas
It drowns me in this misery
It won't hurt, please set me free
Now take control and make me bleed
     IT CUTS SO DEEP, They'll Never Heal
     THIS PAIN IS ALL THAT MAKES US FEEL!

All of this pain, makes me strain
I don't want to see tomorrow
Every sunrise is lamented sorrow
And these stains, mock me every day
"It's pathetic what you do to yourself"
I can't bear this mental hell!
It's all products of my hate
Bound to happen again and again and again

From now until forever after
PAIN HATE STAIN, AGAIN!!!!!!