Calling out for Death

My heart it bleeds and
calls out for Death
something i can not give it
But i wish for it.
i long for it, i need it
my pain its to much, it hurts
where is my reaper?
where is my peace?

Where is that light i was promised?
im trapped in a dark void
i see nothing but black
i feel everything
the pain, the sorrow, the heart ack
i feel cold and empty

i see something in the distance
it feels warm, i want it, i must have it.
please don't leave me. come back
COME BACK! NO...
its gone... gone.
why must you tease me with this?!
why did you do that?!
do you like to see me suffer
and watch me bleed.
as a cry, hurt myself

i can't stand this anymore
it hurts to much
please kill me now
I'm suffering and hurting.
my heart it bleeds and
calls out for death
something i really wish i can give it
but sadly can't.