So over...

Closed the page on me,
Left me here writing.
About us,
About nothing.
Closed a chapter on me,
And moving on so easy.
Have you got any idea how I feel.
Not a call, 
Or a text.
Saying how are you going?
Are you alright?
I'm curling under this rock,
Waiting.
But I don't need your sympathy.
Cause see, you've been doing just fine.
And me?
I've been doing just fine too.
Without you.
But here you come again,
To remind me of what you are.
What I'm missing,
What we had together.
My metal state is crashing,
My heart is drowning for you.
An I'm the one to blame?
The picture is clear,
That I'm the only one feeling here!
The only one who is hurt,
Isn't that right?
Was it that easy to do this?
Cause I don't find you easy to forget.
Actually it's now been 10 hours since I saw you last and I'm still laying awake thinking and day dreaming about this shit.
What's going on. 
I have no idea,
All I know is that I'm cursed for the long run.
Cause no matter how hard I try.
I won't be able to forget,
I won't be able to heal.
Not at all,
Scars will always weep.
For you.
I'm so over this feeling you have no idea.
I wish I could go to sleep.
I just want to sleep.
Let me sleep,
Wake me up on Sunday.
When you're back to who you're meant to be.
And back with who you're meant to be.
 

Nik.J.Tucker