a special bond

We have this special bond
That no one can come upon
Even when we aren’t together we still have something there
Something that we don’t share
But i cant handle this anymore
My feelings are to delicate to ignore
To close behind a door
We cant be friends or close friends
Cause sooner or later it will end
So lets not pretend
That this doesn’t break my heart
Because missing you is tearing me apart.
Why cant u see
that everyone still thinks that we are meant to be
people say u are undeserving of my love
but how would they know you are the person i always dreamed of
maybe i shouldn’t love you as much
but you were my first real crush
you were my first real kiss
you were my first real hug
you were my first everything
and no one can replace anything that we have
but losing you is like getting stabbed
i cant deny that none of this isn’t right
but we would always apologize to each other after a fight
you still bring me light at times
but i cant imagine you not being mine.