constant arguments of the mind

11pm
self: why wont you let me sleep?
shadow: you need to think about what youve done.
self: im always over thinking though you know this.
shadow: youl thank me tomorrow when your tired and half brain dead it distracts you from the pain does it not.
mind: come on guys its getting late we have responsibilities.
self: great out of sleeping pills and no weed and the Mp3 is dead we need a job.
shadow: your a worthless drop out no skills remember.
self: rite rite .. I dont need you just go away.
shadow: you created me out of the dead matter in your brain and if im gone not like you have anybody else at least im always here cant depend on the mind.
self: true true.
mind: we are by no means mentally ok.
self: thank you captain fucking obvious.
shadow: why do you keep the mind around?
self: cuz between the two of we would have already offed ourselves awhile ago
shadow: not like we fit in here wed be better off dead then in our head.
mind: dont think this way theres a reason why were here.
shadow: see that rite there is the problem.
self: you guys are giving me a headache.
shadow: you mean us.
self: your pain its self you cant feel it just cause it.
shadow: thats besides the point.
self: but there is no point in anything remember.
shadow: rite rite.
me: hope your happy its 3am.
darkness: hello.
self: oh for fucks sake what now ?