What I want

Is it wrong that I want pain?
I don't want a healthy relationship that everyone approves of
I want to feel a love that is so wrong
But where we both fight so hard to make it right

I don't want something that burns constantly like a candle
I want it to explode like a firework
Shine brighter than anything anyone has ever seen

I want it to be passionate
I don't just want to fuck
I want to make love

I don't want our relationship to end with us still being friends
I want it to end at its climax
I want to live a tragic love story

A Romeo and Juliet remake  

But instead of us both dying
I want to be cursed with immortality
I want to live out hundreds of lifetimes looking for a girl like you

And knowing I won't find one

Because what we will share only happens once an eternity