My fucking Dad

Why...

why do i gotta be soo, unloved?
why couldn't you just love me?
you loved the boys but excluded me
Dad...
rejection takes its toll on the weak
and the meek like me
as i seek to find a reason
for this lifelong season
of you fake affection
and i try to move on and take it aas another lesson
learned and,
you cant come in and out of my life
creating holes
like a worn old glove because
your not a fit
and you never will show me love!
so fuck off dad because
i needed u when i was little
but im all grown up and im like
'What the fuck?!"
I dont need u in my stuff
Im becoming independant
and now im defending
Me...
Myslef...
and i...