going crazy

i can never forget the screams
i dream of her face
she loved me
and i was so blind
i was loosing my mind
she tried her best to calm me
but it was too late
i grabbed her by her hair
slamming her head in the wall
several times
licking the blood off her face
bringing her to the dining room
chaining her to the table
tearing her clothes off
i draw my knife
examine her body
begin cutting off the skin over her breasts
bit by bit her inside exposed
she cries and squirms
i grab the boiling water on the stove
she begs me to stop
i immediately start slowly pouring it
she screams and tries to break free
i give he a kiss before its over
i grab the butcher knife
start cutting up her body
i have fun
slash after slash
her cries fuel my pleasure
i left her to die
and what a rush
it makes me want more