A Struggle

I struggle to live my life, not being able to tell the one I love, how I feel about her

I talk to her everyday, hoping something amazing happens, but never does. I know I should give up my efforts on this girl... but though my head wants this, my heart does not want to give up.

I feel as if I do give up, I may lose a very valued friendship inside... and I don't want that to ever happen

Too much I find myself thinking about her...

Somehow, I need to train myself to stop thinking about her. If it ever happens I can start living a 'normal' life again... look for another Angel in all this everlasting darkness...