Should Have Seen It Coming

All those love notes, those text messages,
Morning chats, night phone calls,
It all looked so real coming from you boo,
That sweetness, that touch, when you call me "babe"
I swore I found myself an angel at heart,
Little did I know that you was everything I dreamt of that
no human being could ever have,
You came as a demo of how I'd live if that dream became
true,
And judging from what you gave instead,
I could've rather lived my life in a grave,
With my emotions buried under this fucked up soil full of
your disgrace.

I should have seen this coming,
I knew I cant be that special to be treated that good.

Should the great wall of China fall on me I wouldn't mind,
It's better than inhaling your insidious dull love
Covered by that beautiful smile that everyone sees,
And that face that colours you a goddess,
Making everyone think you this pretty butterfly that means no harm,
Whereas you just a piece of an inconsiderate female figure that rose below the deeper surface of hell,
With a bright mind, wisdom and intellegence,
That you used to convince all those around you,
Faking your identity and running their minds over.
They lucky they don't know you,

And for their own sake,
I hope they never do.

I hate the fact that I loved you boo
But what I hate most
is that I always talk about you yet I don't even know your
name.
I think you better off in my head...
I just hope I don't get to meet you