Empty

Do u ever feel this emptiness inside?
Like there is nothing you can find
Like you are outer space and there is no air
All I have is a blank stare
You feel like something isn’t right
You’re like an aeroplane but you’re not ready for the flight
Like you have no emotions
Like you aren’t even excited when you get a promotion
All you feel inside is nothing
There isn’t anything
I try to look so hard
I don’t know if I can look inside myself that far
What if i do and all i find is a box that says empty
Or what if i go that deep and i see something deadly
Like all of these emotions that aren’t good to let out
Emotions that make you wanna scream out loud
I finally found something
But it’s not exactly what I was looking for
I was trying to find happiness and more
But I ended up with all this anger blocking my other emotions that are important
The amount of rage that i had inside was enormous
Finally i find the tiniest bit of happiness
But i still haven’t found the rest.