Decree Absolute of Anger

Takes you to the brink of oblivion, Sends you insane.
Grips your soul, Takes control.


Get on the ride of anger, Not knowing there's no getting off,
The rollercoaster of emotion,
Chaos the potion.


Expressing of anger into the wrong way feels so good,
Why do i take up sycthe and hood.


I become, or wish death and murder,
The destruction or downfall of others,
Extreme feelings, total opposite of lovers.


I enjoy and dwell in this comfortable place,
As i feel the evilness tightening,
Of muscles across my face.


Venom or the like, Rushing,
Coursing through my veins,
Destruction and bitterness, to strong for reins.

I direct this sometimes at the ones i hold dear,
Wanting them close,
My anger in control, no longer are they near.


For i hurt loved ones the most,
Why?
Why give into the anger that seems to be host.


Like a separate creature, that does dwell inside,
I take its hand, ring on finger
I take it for a bride.


Deep breaths,
Stop the coursing of veins,
Grab hold of reins,
I use all strength of force,
Only calmness will get my divorce.