i am just me

I enjoy how this poem develops. I must admit I found the first ten lines quite umcomfortable, but I think, reading back, that it helps the poem move towards it end.

It also ends with a very surprising upbeat edge to it.

Tres Bien

it's a bit sad to know that your work is not completely loved or appreciated ..
but it's better to know the truth than to be blinded by falsehood..
i know i'm just an amateur in poetry and i need to be criticized or corrected sometimes ..

thanks for reading my poem!

I really stumbled heavily over the line "lives because she is ought to live..", mostly because of the "is".  I don't think it needs to be there, unless "ought" is used incorrectly (or you meant some other word).

I like how you switched from first person singular to third person in the poem (going from "I" to "she"), that really puts an original twist on it.

I still don't think I get a good sense of who you are but it's an admirable, honest effort.