Well.... I've Never.....

Well... In all My Years.......

I've never felt more safe as when I have my head on your chest and
   you are holding me close
Your heart beating in my ears, your kiss on my lips, your taste in
   My mouth and your musky scent filling my nose.
I've never yearned for laughs so much as I do now, after  seeing you
   Act out and play the part of a fool
You said to make me smile, because when I do it makes my entire
   Face shine like a jewel
I've never felt so wanted and, like I belong, as I do when you absently
   reach out and just to hold my hand
All feelings rush round and I immediately melt and flow away like
    Fine dry sand
I've never felt so young and giddy as when you give me a sensual
   Squeeze from thigh to knee
Rubbing  my knee, you say, makes you recall how it felt when we were
    Only eighteen
I have never felt so nurtured and cared for when I get breakfast
    Delivered and its so fresh, on the plate, it is cooking still  
You simply say, It's no big thing... just eat... Im trying to fatten
    You up for the kill
I have never felt so sexy as when I find you standing  there, lost in
    A memory or fantasy, just staring
Clearing your throat, when you are caught... the look on your face
   Stirs the naughty in me and I feel invincible and daring
I've never been so caught off guard and unsteady as I do when I
    See you and you give me that smoldering look
IMmediately, I am jolted too... struck with zero will power, and less thought      
     process, along with my will, my intelligence you also took
I've never been so uninhibited and free and wanting as I do when you
     Decadently, slowly....not only tell me, but also show me
That is when you say and touch and look at all that I never knew I
     I wanted hear, feel, or see
I've never known the drive and desire to make some one get my name
    Caught up in a moan and sigh
As I do when I hear you make those sweet little noises you can't stop    
    When my hair grazes the tender spots on your thighs
I've never been so eager to experience and memorize so many different
   New, exciting, close your eyes, hold on tight sensations
As we rush blindly, heedlessly toward the edge of canyon that  surrounds and
   Guards the very existance of our satiation
Well, Dare I say it, I've thought that all these things were only available  in      
   Dreams and much less of a plausible possibility  
Though I have learned that I shouldn't say Never.... all those doubts
   Of their existnce are shattered... they arenot only feasible In my mind, but are.         part of my glorious everyday reality

Love you too much.