lost

swallowed up in a world full of people,

getting on with their lives,

all the hustle and bustle,

for them the world moves beneath their feet,

for me it stand still no matter who fast i run,

always in one spot,  

where it feels like time stand still,

people have forgotten me,

cant hear me,

no matter how hard i scream,

surrounded in a crowd,

and i still all on my own,

rain comes down or i get some pain,

just to remind me that im still alive,

alone in this world,

would kill for a hug,

but to get a hug i need to be noticed,

ive tried to shout voice cant be heard,

even saved someones lifes once,

was still pushed out and left behind,

funny thing is im not angry,

hell im not even sad,

i cant describe how i feel,

can only tell you what i am,

im trapped,

locked out,

outcast for no reason,

the only thing i am,

is,

lost.....................