BECAUSE OF YOU

I can't believe that I'm allowing myself to be pulled in by you again. Your selfishness is past the limit of my sanity level. I should have been silent and never disclosed my undetermined emotions that you caused me to have. I'm too emotionally unstable to do this (whatever "this" is) with you. Your insecurities are blinding your vision of the correct perception of what's standing in front of you.

Because of you, I am tormented by emotions that I cut off so long ago.
Because of you, I shut down emotionally because you refuse to let go.
Because of you, there resides self-doubt.
Because of you, I am without...
You.

You should be thanking God that he blessed you to be in my presence. I have supported you when there was no one. I even put you first from a distance.
You decided that I wasn't worth your time.
You made the decision not to be mine.
You left me vulnerable and exposed...
But never again.

I'm done being your motivation.
I'm done being your creation.
I'm done being shut out
No longer being without
Support
That I never received because you had me deceived.
Like I was what you needed,
but instead of needed...I felt defeated.

I'm no longer wearing darkness as my inner garment.
Engulfed in pure light is what defines my spirit.
So with that being said...

Because of you, I am grateful.
Because of you, I saw past my pain.
Because of you, I lost but hope to gain
what you took from me.

I'm no longer trapped in your embrace.
I have finally escaped this evil race
Leaving no trace
of my desperate need to be loved

Like a butterfly, I spread my wings
preparing to fly away to a new place
of moving on....

              BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!!