reality

I keep myself busy with things to do
But every time I pause I still think of you
Like that’s anything new
I still see you walk past
I can’t believe that it didn’t last
Looking at you
Was what I was used to
But now it’s time to look away
And pretend that I’m okay
When in reality I’m not
When really I feel like I’ve been shot
My tears were rushing down my pale face
And it is something I have to get over at my own pace
But know that you can never be replaced
In my heart you were placed
Now that you’re gone
My heart feels empty
I didn’t think this was how it would be
To be missing you dearly
You made me who I am today
But you can’t take this pain away
I didn’t beg you to stay
Because I knew you didn’t want it that way
You left me because you said you were immature
But I loved you for who you were.