Melancholic Series. (1-4)

#1 (Falling hard)
She turned sixteen today
As her world came crumbling down
She goes home to a bitter disappointed mother
And a teasing older brother
Her mother used to see her scars
But believed her lies
Now a shocker will await her  mothers glaring eyes
Her daughter will now go to put on her dress
And lay on her bed
As she slits her wrists
And waits to be dead
She's only told one person
But now she has told you
She doesn't want attention
She just wants it to be through
She'll write one last poem
She'll cry one last tear
She's almost ready
Ready to face her fears
Earlier today she learned another soul is lost
She's knows all the repercussions
She knows what it will cost
This was not meant to make you sad
Nor to make you cry
She just wanted on last way
To tell the world goodbye
On the screen of her mac
She will leave a note
One for her mother
Who she hopes will read what she wrote
She's almost finished
Just a few last goodbyes
She has to let all her friends know they are loved
She loves them dearly
They love her too
She won't even get her party
If she does not at first  succeed
Then she will try, try ,try again.
You know what they say
Face your fears
She is scared to die
She's about to try.
She'll miss you all
Forever a  goodbye.

#2 (Demons in my closet)
I am no princess
I am no queen
I am not angel
I am not a goddess
I am a girl
At the best
Just the same as the rest
I have one heart
Two feet
one voice that sings so sweet
I am made of a mixture of spices
I am not always nice
Only because I am of both fire and ice
I enjoy the moon
I am a raving lune
I am a demon in disguise
I wear a halo and bleed out lies
I am of peace and of anger
My emotions snapped like a coat hanger
I am now twisted
Let us not try to fix this
Shhh little baby shut your eyes
Screams fade to shallow cries
The sting of sweet venom slicing through my neck
Two small marks for you to inspect
Canines extend
The hunt never ends
Garlic works not
Holy water is a pain but does not kill
I have no heart for you to pierce
Now look into my eyes
My thirsting and yearning for your blood is fierce.


#3(Break Me)
A mirror crushed in my own hands
These feelings I cannot understand
The pentagrams won't work
I miss your voice in the dead of the night
Oh rose why must you wither
Oh heart why must you grieve
Oh how treacherous are my my smiles that deceive
Yet..I lie awake at night hoping you'll return for me
I fall asleep crying and moaning your name
What are these emotions
What is this pain
Oh iron heart did you not tear
Oh emptiness what once lied in there
I rise in mourn with haunted eyes
I sing my song with a frail disguise
What cruel torture has befallen me
What punishment has been given
Oh angel dare you return to my arms
I was safe and protected from harm
But where are you now
Are you ill
Is thee in trouble
What misfortunes have befallen thee love
So that my heart shall grieve double
I beseech the to return
I need you the most
And when you are gone
I am stricken  
Merely a ghost
Just break me now
I wish not to bend
I have lost my true love
I have lost my one friend
There is not a penny nor pence to my name
I have lost my one treasure
My only gain


# 4 (Little girl in a box)
I swear I don't have all my screws
I am a bit insane
I like the darkness of my room
I like the sounds of the rain
Inspiration spreads through my mind in the forms of pictures
My brain seems to be made up of more than just deep fissures
Inside it's a little girl
She's locked in a little box
She plays and sings all day long
A smile on her face
Never regretting being alone
In the tiny space
She gives me little clips of what could be
She shows me all of the words that will make me free