Heartscreams

The first layer of my heart is stone
The second layer ice
The third layer wood
The forth layer sharp metals
The with layer blood
and the last layer darkness
Wrap them up and you've got one big ball of nothingness
Just my emptiness
My tears
My pain
Where is the light?
When all I see is rain
I had one boy who still holds that heart
He was sent off and now I'm falling apart
I want to be held
By my lover's gentle touch
I want to be kissed
Is this asking for too much?
I just want to feel
Feel something besides this hurt
Before I put a knife to my gut
And sleep six feet under the dirt
They say screams can shatter glass
If true then the screams clawing me from inside shall break the earth
If tears can form a river
Then mine shall flood the city
If depression can cut like a knife
Then mine hacks like a cleaver
It hacks the empty space in my breast
While the voices in my head jeer
And all the plastic faces turn to me and leer